ART: Healing what Hurts

HEALING PROCESS :::

Painting this triggered the sh** out of me.

Inspired by how my kids create, I intended to “channel” a painting, just put brush to color and canvas and nothing in mind, surrendered totally to Spirit.

The first layer really surprised me, and it was so intense I had to put the painting out of sight for a month. There was something triggered in me, with the fire and the biohazard-y looking thing at the bottom… that I needed to look at and heal, and, over last month I did, and I was ready to finish her today.

I realized today, as I found myself singing and humming to this painting, that I was singing and humming to myself - and the process I’ve been in for the last two years. The bio-hazard-looking area, became a beautiful purified womb space… what started off looking like a snake became a mermaid, diving back home… the white angel dots in the waterfall, spread all over, and poured in from above… the ocean water quenched much of the fire but still gave her space to burn, the red sky, filled with depth and stars, and moon came out (two of them actually).

I was on the verge of tears for a lot of today. And this painting is full of prayers and songs and healing and deep gratitude.

What you think might kill you, is usually just asking you to sit with it, a little deeper, and offering a healing opportunity should you choose to accept it.

The fire doesn’t burn you, your resistance to letting go does.

All comes into balance at the end.

The world may seem like it’s burning and flooding and all is going to shit.

But WE have the power and WE are the medicine to rewrite our stories.

I had a profound sense of completion, letting go, and the sadness+gratitude as you leave one space and step toward into something new… that comes as you move from one chapter to the next.

This process has had profound medicine for me. I’m excited to share it.

When’s the last time you just sat and let the colors flow?

Onward and Upward,

Farther down and deeper in.

Here for you!!